I am not trying to complain by any means, but I feel like this is my journal, so you all get to read my feelings. If you don't want to, skip this entry. OK, here goes.
From the first day that I got pregnant, I have had weird dreams. Mostly that there were 2 babies, and not one in there. I pretty much figured that it was because I am due in September (a bad time for a teacher), and was already trying to figure out how to keep the preschool running.
Well, I got big - fast (12 weeks and I am already in my maternity clothes). My last doctor appointment I told her to just tell me everything was normal and that there is only one. Well, apparently, my uterus was measuring twice as big (2x's!!). She kept asking me if my dates were right.
So, since I am the non invasive kind of girl, I didn't have an ultrasound, I am scared to death. I have my next appointment next week, and if I'm still big, I am getting an ultrasound. You have to plan for things like this! I have been OK for awhile thinking that it was just because it was my 3rd kid, but I'm losing my positive thinking!!
Sorry you all had to read this, but I did give you a fair warning. Hopefully my fears will be for nothing and I will be blessed with one beautiful baby (but if there is 2, I guess I will be twice as blessed and twice as tired!) :-)
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Fear
Posted by CA Clayson Fam at 12:56 PM
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I think twins could be very exciting. Of course, it's not me who might be expecting them, so maybe that's why it seems exciting. I'm sure it will be a lot of work, but so worth it. I'm actually terrified of the one that we're getting because we've have so little time to actually prepare for him. But just hang in there. Whatever happens I'm sure the Lord has His reasons. Remember we're just up in IF, so if there's anything you need, just let us know. Keep your chin up!
Nothing wrong with having 2!!! I have loved every minute of having my twins. I am sure everything is okay! Maybe you are just further along than you thought?!?! Good luck with everything!
OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!! What if it was? That would be so hard, especially for your 3rd and 4th child. but let me tell you what is good about having my 2. Getting diapers, bottles or nursing, carseats, and sleepless nights over with faster.(at least that's what i tell myself when it gets hard) They also will be able to play with each other which i hear is great. and it is so so fun to watch them interact with each other. whatever happens YOU CAN DO IT! good luck and let us know!
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